Of fucking course the night I decide I want to hang out in my pjs in the kitchen balcony roomie brings over people. This is why we can’t have nice things.
Sometimes I get so fucking sick of tumblr and its repetitiveness and I’m about ready to give in and close it but then I see pretty art and things and I don’t.
Nights like tonight I think I need to get drunk as fuck so I buy booze and chips and get ready for a lonely drunken night in my room.
And then I find a day old chocolate milkshake in my fridge.
Chocolate > everything
I HAVE A SEPARATE KNITTING AND CRAFTS BLOG NOW LOOK AT ME OOH
mainly to post my stuff there without it getting all mixed up with my fandoms and shit.
I remember when I was into bandom I used to have all these videos by the bands I loved of them hanging out and shit and fan videos and everything on my iphod classic and I’d watch them almost every night before going to bed. I knew them by memory.
That sounds way creepier than how it felt.
I’ve been a year in this apartment and my roommate/landlady decided, on the renewal of the contract, to raise rent and for me to pay half expenses (when it was previously included in the rent). I’m comfortable and safe here and it’s a great location for public transport and malls and near my uni but my dad’s between jobs and he’s the one paying for everything.
I think I should move somewhere maybe cheaper but I’m a bit terrified.
I found this apartment through people I trusted so I was okay with it from the start but I just found another one a little farther from my uni but cheaper and seems to be nicer. But that’s through a site where you look for roommates and shit.
My parents say they don’t mind the raise in rent and they feel better knowing I’m living somewhere safe but I don’t want to give them any more of a strain economically. And I can’t work while studying because my major takes up most of my time.
Not sure what to do.
Every time I’m asked about a show I’m a fangirl for by real life people I freak out a bit.
Because tbh I know I’m biased and some things aren’t liked by most.
But I’ve already been asked about Supernatural and Teen Wolf this week.
It was so hard to contain myself. My answer to both was: “Well, I like it. I think it’s cool.”